IF...

If you never see the light of day, I’m glad I loved you. I’m glad I labored over you. I’m glad I birthed you.

If you never see the light of day, I’m glad you were with me, came out of me, flowed through me.

If you never see the light of day, I’m glad you grew from me. You chose me. You spoke to me.

If you never see the light of day you changed me, you clarified me, you renewed me.

Everything is not meant for the light. You were first meant for me so I could have faith, so I could draw from the deep wells that I never knew existed and drink.

If you never see the light of day I’m ok with that. Searching in the darkness with you is enough. We stumble around in the darkness together finding the words that we need to say. If you never see the light of day you are my spark of hope. You don’t need the light of day you are my light. You have found me and that is enough.